ME.

Early in life I had to choose between honest arrogance and hypocritical humility. I chose honest arrogance and have seen no occasion to change. - FRANK LLOYD WRIGHT

Monday, February 8, 2010

Nighmare. again!

I had a nightmare, AGAIN. Ya Allah, I knew it that I should close all the windows but Jia insisted that she wanted them opened. Ya Allah, what happened to me? What happened to my hostel room?

I don’t know where to start.

I was at KLCC I think ( I went to KLCC yesterday in fact with my family ) and was queuing for something, but I wwas going to watch “Fame” again. And suddenly, me and someone behind me were talking about overseas, how great it will be if my ex-collegemates were here, flying with us to USA. I was sad to be frank. I miss them so damn much. I actually forgot this part but the only thing I know is that, it had to be something about going to overseas, and having problems, and how I wish that all my friends were there, someone that can help me. But suddenly, there’s a part where one of my MRSM seniors, Kadir, told me something about overseas and what, and why but I forgot what we talked about. Mind you, we’re in KLCC. Then, suddenly, after long, I sensed something, What The Hell, Kadir is in Egypt, taking Medic. And I was like, who’s that person behind me?! And my friend who chatted with me earlier said, “That’s why I said don’t talk to him” and I was like, Why didn’t you tell me earlier, and “Kadir” was still there, just beside my friend, holding my hand, I thought he wanna break it. Ya Allah, I was like so scared and “Kadir” said something to me and how badly I hoped that while he’s holding my hand, he’ll not try to interject any memories to my brain on how he looks. I mean, how it looks. And suddenly, I realized that, he has almost 4 millions friends on Facebook. *meaning, he added so much people to give them hell of a time! And I was like, Ya Allah! SubhanAllah! God bring me out of here! I kept saying SubhanAllah and suddenly I woke up, and I was sleeping backing the opened windows * yes, they are still open.

At the KLCC, actually, we’re queuing for something, and I was thinking about “Fame” and there’re these beats, I thought it was in the show but went I looked at the back, there’re these people, doing the beat with their legs.

And about “Kadir”, it was like he interrupted my conversation with my friend and there’s this unapproving look from her * I remember it’s a she behind me, I think she was Emon. Maybe because we laughed so hard at 12 a.m. while chatting and gossiping? ERGHHH L

But seriously, the part when Kadir revealed itself, I was like, WTFFFF, and he was holding my hand so tight and I was so scared, trying hard to pull it back but I couldn’t .


Oh, I forgot something. Last Saturday, I followed my parents to a dinner at somewhere around Jalan Semarak. So I didn't head back to hostel instead I went to the hotel with my family. I slept at 2 O'clock and when I woke up, I felt so tired and my left shoulder was aching *and still. I thought it was because of my sleeping position that night. But then, in my nightmare, the "thing" did say something like " KAU BUAT AKU SAKIT SEKARANG KAU PULA" and I was like, WTH? Did I accidentally disturbed the damned souls?

erghh, and now both my shoulders are aching like hell :(

damn I really wanna pee right now. Erghh.

atiey